Fragile Heart

My Love Life is a huge mess. Don't know when will I be able to clean it up. I almost always got the wrong ideas about Loving someone. That's why my Love Life is now in a huge mess. Another reason I thought would be that I have a Fragile Heart. I am afraid of being rejected. I am afraid of being turned down. I am afraid. That's why I am in a mess. Suffering from mental anguish and hearing Voices in my head not to mention feeling very very Lonely. Something inside me is holding me back. It's like my unconcious self is telling me that my Heart can't take it. It's like my Heart can shattered easily. I am a mess.