Lonely Heart (II)

Being Lonely is turning out to be a Torture. Couple that with some Jealousy and some unfair feelings inside of me. I get a very very Lonely Heart. Most of my friend are either in a Relatioship or have already tied the knot. Looking at them being Happy and taking things for granted. I felt this world really is Unfair. However, I believe I myself is to blame. I haven't been giving much effort to all this. I am just not doing enough. I just not doing hard enough. Maybe I was clinging too much to Fate. I think I am delusional about the meaning of Fate. I mean, I believe so much in Fate, that I just accept everything that happens as it is. Hence, my Lonely Heart.