Wednesday, January 31, 2007

Do Not Want

I have been doing things that I do not want to do, and have been hoping that people stop telling me what to do and let me do what I want to do.

I want to do a lot of things, yet I can't.
There are always people telling me what to do.
I will always follow.
I could have been miserable about being told what to do, however, I don't feel that way. In fact, I just follow what people want me to do.

It's complicated, but it's my life. I don't want it to change at all.

Monday, January 08, 2007

Devil Heart

Have I become a Devil?
My mind has been in turmoil. It's like as if part of me is trying to get out.
Lots of bad thoughts kept on appearing in my mind!
Am I going mad?
Am I becoming a Devil?

How do you know what a Devil does?
How do you control a Devil coming out of you?

Will the Devil inside me consume me?
Will the Devil inside me control me?

How can I avoid becoming the Devil?
How can I avoid having a Devil Heart?